Anyhow, what-so-ever...
Dunno what to write actually, cause everything that my friends need to know about, were all said during yamcha... Everything they do not need to know, definitely they don't... Wait, there isn't anything that they dunno..
Hmm...
Rough time, cracking my head for a good design, maybe I'm stressing myself way too much...
I had been living my life officially as a 'FATTY' for the past many months, which I did mind, but o well, why should I?
I really dunno what to crack out to write, I think I need to start a super private blog where I am the only access to it... My life, does not have any secrets anymore...
I'm no longer that attractive guy, who can hunt down people easily; nor the guy who clubs or party; nor the guy who gets loads of dates; nor the guy who fools around alot; nor the crazy guy next door...
I'm pretty much normal now.
OR WAY TOO NORMAL....
I hate this. Yet I love what I have now. I'm satisfy of whatever I have, not asking for more.
It is just, it seems like I'm drowning the Jason I know to own whatever I'm owning now. Not complaining, I'm satisfy, I love it, it is just feel abit... not say empty, I dunno the exact word.
Aiks, I'm a human, normal human.
This post is getting more emo by the moment. But oh well, I'm not going to promote this post, and see who'd respond to it, so I would know who is still reading this isolated deserted blog...
How I miss dramas, with idiot people or even my ex... Not that ex starts with the alphabet S, that I don't even wanna talk about, probably I'm the only person in this world who thinks S is a sucky assholes fucking jerk fuck you fuck YOUR MOTHER there I said it ne ne ne bu bu bla bla bla, but oh well...
People say, people change... I say, no, we don't change, we just drown our trueself somewhere and forget to bring them back...
Everyday hear same thing, 'fat, s***, ass, diet, go exercise, eat less, stop eat, don't eat, meat, pig, work, design, eat, lrt...' What else...
Miss college...
Miss secondary school, .... HELL WHAT?
Everyday talk with same people, no I'm not complaining...
I like talking and make fun with buddies, like talking to Ry exspecially when he is in happy mood, like talking to Zuzu or Hanson or Kenny or Mickey...
Keep quiet in office. Don't like talk so much. I talk A they can bitch about the way I say A is wrong for a couple of hours, I don't talk they can bitch about me not talking for a couple of hours, so why talk? Waste my saliva and energy. I don't hate them, they just don't understand us type of people...
Yea I'm young to them, but I ain't stupid and immature. I'm just inexperience enough. If I'm experience enough I won't even be in the company right? I could be hosting America Next Top Model d... Mr. Jay bye bye...
Hate it when people disturb my thought, I wish I had the right to say, 'this is my working style, respect me please'. But it means another drama. Hmmm...
I hate you , you fucking S***... Sorry, random thought that popped out...
And speaking of this person, how I wish that this asshole will completely disappear in my life. Grrrr, O! Now I'm reminded, that book is still with me, wait I'll go and tear some pages out 1st...
Done... This is the only book (novel) I would ever ever tear in my life, and, with JOY...
O! I picked it up again and wrote a lot of curses in it. Feels great now. I will reconsider that I shouldn't be tearing it, I should be writing curses in it.
Ok... I should be playing game now... WTF I wasted one hour here... FUCK
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